Saturday, November 5, 2016
Can't sleep.. Missing my mommy!!!! I know your not gone for you are still here I feel you checking in on us. I can still smell your nasty killers.. (cigarettes).. I go to sleep in your old bed... Wake up and the clothes i put on in the am are yours... The furniture i have is mostly all yours.. Its all around me. (The memories)..the car I drive is yours. Then I look in the mirror and I see you. (me)... So u are still here wish I could come sit(cuddle) on the couch in the am. drink coffee u smoking your ciggs. I miss you mom.
